I’m back from MEPS (military entrance processing station). I’m all enlisted into the US Navy. I will be trained to be an OS or (Operation Specialist). Basically Imagine the S.H.E.I.L.D air craft and all the people on the deck (playing galica), that would be me. My eye sight is jack shit, so no Aviation for me-not as though I wanted to in the first place. I fly off June 24. Pretty early, but I’m….I”m really glad this is all happening.
My job takes me 8 years of duty. 5 of those years I will be in active duty while I can choose the last 3 years to be, kind of in reserve. If i’m needed, which would be for extreme or dangerous times (hasn’t been used yet) instead of deploying the draft, me and others who chose to remain inactive for those remaining years would be sent back into active duty. More than I expected, but I have nothing against it at all.
Right now I’m crying. And I’m so happy with what I’ve been assigned and what I’ve signed into. I think it’s just that I’ve been up since 4am. The whole process took only a few hours. Through the medical and forms and signings. It all just happened in a few hours and now here I am. So I think my emotions are just trying to catch up with everything that has happened.
I’ve figured out some things that I’m not going to let myself forget:
- My writing, both poetry and my novels. No matter how much I get into. I have to remember to write. I can’t let myself forget that, at some point, I want to publish my work. I want to be a writer. I don’t want to lose myself in any shape or form. I doubt that I will. But I just…I can’t forget to write.
- Music. Again, I doubt i’ll loose myself so much. But it’s just so important to me that I can’t forget it.
- My friends. There are not too many friends that I want to keep up with. And there’s always Facebook (ew). But I want to, at any time i’m home, to take the time and visit and see them.
At the hotel. Where we all stayed-both processing and those going to boot- it was nice. I had a roommate and I met and talked to a few people. I was invited to eat dinner with my roommate. What turned into a 4 person table transformed into 8 when we invited a few others to join us.
Overall it was all a good experience. The medical was…weird at times, but I didn’t feel invaded or anything of the sort.
Again. Super proud of this moment. Still crying. But I’m waiting for my future now, my future isn’t waiting for me as much as it was before.